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| .alone. |
| 02.10.04 (5:47 am) [edit] |
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long stupid day of work... bad situations all around... I just keep getting more lonely... I haven't have contact with so many people, for so long... I can't get close to anyone, I can't trust them fully... I don't want any more friends, I've only been let down or there seems to be some inheirant flaw in people... maybe its me... maybe I can't stand myself and all the things I hate in people are the things I see in me.. doesn't seem to matter anyways, I'm either useless or unwanted some days, people think I'm odd and can't get over it, and its just not something you can fix either. I don't even hate myself... I must be far too narcissitic to realize what I truely am.. hmmm depressing thought... not knowing you're stupid... the world is filled with pylons, and I finally just remember that my dellusions about being better than certain others is actually just crap... I'm just one more spot taking up space... not like I can do anything about it.. oh well.. should sleep.. to angry to think, to sad to sleep.. what the hell is wrong with me today.... |
posted by: Spaz (reply)
post date: 02.10.04 (6:28 am)
Sorry if I kill you with emoticons, but I can sum your life up in a few 'words,'
T________T >.>! >_+
posted by: lyinghere (reply)
post date: 02.10.04 (10:05 am)
ummm missed the cryptics on that... translation please..
tit for tat, fill in the blank...
no, I'm not really as dumb as I look... just mentally disfuncting today...
posted by: Soliel (reply)
post date: 02.10.04 (10:30 am)
WEll I'm going to quote Rocky horror here " don't g et strung out by the way I look , Don't judge a book by its cover " I have the same problem at work , Your not a sheep in the herd and that does bother some people, But that is their problem not yours . I believe you aer far from stupid , Don't let mindless people get the best of you , because they are not worth it , cheer up my friend , *hugs*
posted by: Sybil (reply)
post date: 02.10.04 (3:14 pm)
Narcissism has it's place. Self analysis has it's place. Both are acceptable from time to time.
Generally speaking, I find that when I feel unfit for the world at large, it's typically because it's so difficult to soar with the eagles, when you're surrounded by turkeys!
Said another way, when you get feeling like this, just tell yourself that you're the only sane one, in a world full of fruitcakes.
Works for me at least!
:)
posted by: NightQueen (reply)
post date: 02.11.04 (4:23 pm)
I know EXACTLY how you feel...*sigh* *HUGS*
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-silence- .speak without fear. .know that beauty is balance/beauty is flesh. .know that life is a road we fall blindly downward. .know that when we touch, we affect things. .know this all means something. .love is only here to devour & fondle us. |