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| 01.11.04 (11:02 pm) [edit] |
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look kidz... here's that rant I promised... I don't have a big audience here, so what I say earns its own indifference.. regardless.. I'm tired of bitchy whiny people.. I tend to enjoy my craptastic attitude, keeping it all to myself, but lately the tolerance has wavered.. first I'm offended should someone think this is specificially about them.. there is actually several people I've deem worthy of this rant... if you want to know if its you, just ask... otherwise grow some balls and ask... all in total I can blame at least six people from everywhere that have caused this festered disposition. okay, so here we go... look, wtf is wrong with people??? I've obviously lost my ability to commune with them.. Being in the presence of several people turns on some kind of claustrophobia in me... I don't care what they think about me, but if I have to listen to one more assinine "me me me blah blah me blah" speech, I'm bound to strangle someone... interesting conundrum... I don't want to be around people anymore.. but I don't want to be alone either. How do you fix that? I want companionship obviously without working on it.. because I can't bring for the energy to find people of kine intent. Regardless, I'm tired of getting someone's opinion when its not asked for, or some idiotic comment about so and so band sucks, or this is how you shoud do something cause I say so.. well maybe its your band, and you like the music they play, or maybe you hate their style but a fact remains THEY HAVE A MUSIC CAREER AND YOU DON'T... so saying so&so sucks fails to explain why they suck, cuz they did something to get on television and get that two hundred thousand dollar record deal to start out with.. where are you??? exactly where I am. working in a coffee/book store or a restaurant or call centre, while that sucky band is on stage, thats where. we are nowhere... generation nowhere. [my book in progress] as the mind behind fightclub said: "an entire gereration pumping gas, waiting tables, slaves in white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We are the middle children of history. No purpose, no place. We have no great war; no great depression. Our great war is a spiritual war; our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on televison to believe that one day we'll all be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars. Be we won't. We're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off." ~ Chuck Palahniuk So where do we belong, where do go from here? I don't believe in the god of the bible.. there are double standards and controls set in place that lock the human spirit... if you worship god, do so in your own way. my god is the source, energy that binds us.. it has no name no need for worship. this universe is made from one thing. energy. it binds us and makes us one. bearing this in mind and this slightly skewed tangent.... if we are bound and connected together, why are we alone? |
posted by: Minou (reply)
post date: 01.11.04 (10:15 pm)
*hug* I love you
posted by: lyinghere (reply)
post date: 01.11.04 (10:16 pm)
Reply to: Minou
you would, wouldn't you??
I must have done something right.
=p
posted by: Minou (reply)
post date: 01.11.04 (10:45 pm)
Reply to: lyinghere
ya I guess so ;)
posted by: DarkMood (reply)
post date: 01.12.04 (12:00 am)
Great blog.
Been there done that with most of what you've wrote.
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