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REQUIREDENTERTAINMENT
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.fiction.

: MirrorMask, anaisi boys, neverwhere, american gods, smoke and mirrors, anything sandman or death
. neil gaiman

:imagica, weave world, abarat
. clive barker

:someplace to be flying, the onion girl, forests of the heart, dreams underfoot
. charles de lint

:the ecstasy club
. douglass ruskoff

:lost souls?, drawing blood, wormwood, the lazaruz heart
. poppy z. brite

:neromancer, virtual light, idoru
. william gibson

:fight club
. chuck palahniuk

:the alchemist
. paul caleo

:the celestine prophecy, tenth insight
secret of shambalah, god & universe
. james redfield

:the peaceful warrior, sacred journey
. dan millman

:something from the nightside,
agents of light & darkness,
paths not taken, hex & the city
sharper than a serpents tooth
. simon r green

: angels & demons, da vinci code
. dan brown

:snow crash, cryptonomicon
. neal stephenson
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.non.fiction.
*the urban primitive.
*universe on a tshirt

*city magic~chris penziuk

*spirits of the city~r.heaven

*the age of spiritual machines: when computers exceed human intelligence~ray kurzweil

*secrets of shamanism.stevens
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.RPGs.
:Mage, Abberant
.WhiteWolf Publishing
:BESM d20
. Tri-stat System
:ADD [advanced dungeons & dragons 3rdEd]
.Wizards of the Coast
:Modern d20, Arcane; cyberpunk2.0; Tribe8; HKAT2 [HongKong ActionTheater]; FadingSuns.
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.poetry.
:collected works of
dylan thomas

:divne comedy
. dante aligherti

:the captain's verses
. pablo neruda

: coke machine glow
. gordon downey

:poe, tennyson,
shakespeare, blake, kerouac
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.music.
the.cure, wolfsheim, vnv.nation, wumpscut, das.ich, tool, a.perfect.circle, counting.crows, our.lady.peace, moist, nin, manson, graeme revell, econoline.crush, depeche.mode, david.bowie, covenant, cruxshadows, assemblage.23, linkin.park, rage.against. the.machine, cursive, mars.volta, mdfmk|kmfdm, orgy, placebo, u2, voltaire, white/rob.zombie, system.of.a.down, switchblade.symphony
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.comix.graphic.novels.

[Z?] jthm, Ifeelsick, fillerbunny, InvaderZim
.vasqez.

lenore, monsters in my tummy
.dirge.

gloom cookie, nitemares&fairytales
.valentino.

Dead.Line 1: Spiritus Sancti
.olajos.

The Witching Hour
. Loeb; Art: Bachalo, Thibert .

spawn, spiderman
.macfarlane.

death, sandman, books of magic
.gaiman.

maxx
.keith.

from hell, league of extraordinary gentlemen, watchmen
.moore.

Rising Stars
. J. Michael Straczynski .
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.fineart.
:cristo, wmjturner, klimt, pollock, man ray, kandinsky, ryden, rothko, degas, renoir.

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.cluttered.
12.03.04 (6:27 pm)   [edit]



[ .cluttered. ]

clutter
its my thunder inside
always with me every night
in my head pressing
still that sound
of rain scattered on wet pavement

and sleeping under the weight of lost things
where our hands have no ties
nothing but the feeding freedom
of the ghosts in your room
cold white bodies picking up kits of little toys
trying to remember what they mean
and what these things are for

I ring out towels with my hands
drying up the echo inside me
where I cannot feel a single thing I touch
its my horror
no creation nor words
no enlightenment
broken hands to the surfaces of chipped doors

just this dusty plain
that my desolate body still has become
my hands, you know, are spires
my eyes of light
and all my toughts of cinders
like the little ones still bound at my feet

their heads like matchsticks
burning out their insides
I see it in their everyday
the weakening wrath
their palor turned down and slackened
by the surfaces their palms grind against

in my shadow
shifts your light
one strike like atoms
tumble down and out of the grafting box
etched and worn like memories
that your holding in your hand

but we lay down
ladden with our private terrors
and you keep finding this place
where I sleep on needles and rough downe
to watch and wait
staring in your utter shock

your elegance threadbear and blind
hair in tangles
skin as milk
eyes in cyclic abandonment
and all you need to whisper
is your one truth in me
your one cool truth

my hands stilll hold me down
in the place where I sleep
to keep me covered from the place
that you think will finally be home
now every cluttered nerve is home


©BMcLean2k4+

 


posted by: Paintedbat (reply)
post date: 12.04.04 (11:53 am)

wow that is awesome!!!!



posted by: lyinghere (reply)
post date: 12.04.04 (12:04 pm)

Reply to: Paintedbat
thanks *blush*
its pretty good..
down at the bottom though is
.king of all the sad things.
thats my best work recently

till next time..
+laine+

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