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.fiction.

: MirrorMask, anaisi boys, neverwhere, american gods, smoke and mirrors, anything sandman or death
. neil gaiman

:imagica, weave world, abarat
. clive barker

:someplace to be flying, the onion girl, forests of the heart, dreams underfoot
. charles de lint

:the ecstasy club
. douglass ruskoff

:lost souls?, drawing blood, wormwood, the lazaruz heart
. poppy z. brite

:neromancer, virtual light, idoru
. william gibson

:fight club
. chuck palahniuk

:the alchemist
. paul caleo

:the celestine prophecy, tenth insight
secret of shambalah, god & universe
. james redfield

:the peaceful warrior, sacred journey
. dan millman

:something from the nightside,
agents of light & darkness,
paths not taken, hex & the city
sharper than a serpents tooth
. simon r green

: angels & demons, da vinci code
. dan brown

:snow crash, cryptonomicon
. neal stephenson
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.non.fiction.
*the urban primitive.
*universe on a tshirt

*city magic~chris penziuk

*spirits of the city~r.heaven

*the age of spiritual machines: when computers exceed human intelligence~ray kurzweil

*secrets of shamanism.stevens
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.RPGs.
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.WhiteWolf Publishing
:BESM d20
. Tri-stat System
:ADD [advanced dungeons & dragons 3rdEd]
.Wizards of the Coast
:Modern d20, Arcane; cyberpunk2.0; Tribe8; HKAT2 [HongKong ActionTheater]; FadingSuns.
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.poetry.
:collected works of
dylan thomas

:divne comedy
. dante aligherti

:the captain's verses
. pablo neruda

: coke machine glow
. gordon downey

:poe, tennyson,
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.comix.graphic.novels.

[Z?] jthm, Ifeelsick, fillerbunny, InvaderZim
.vasqez.

lenore, monsters in my tummy
.dirge.

gloom cookie, nitemares&fairytales
.valentino.

Dead.Line 1: Spiritus Sancti
.olajos.

The Witching Hour
. Loeb; Art: Bachalo, Thibert .

spawn, spiderman
.macfarlane.

death, sandman, books of magic
.gaiman.

maxx
.keith.

from hell, league of extraordinary gentlemen, watchmen
.moore.

Rising Stars
. J. Michael Straczynski .
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.fineart.
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.die.kissing.
09.03.04 (11:26 pm)   [edit]

[ music | dmb ] [ mood | lost? ]

" my love, you came to me like wine comes to this mouth; Grown tired of water all the time;
You quench my heart and you quench my mind"







meh.. back to wondering wtf I'm doing..

news : Great News! Minou got an awsome job as a receptionist at 'Eternal Image' Tattoos 17th & 9th !! she is just finishing her hours at Sev11, but she starts today!!! =] I'm really excited and happy for her.. its an awesome job and I really know she will kick ass at it, she has more than enough experience at it and dealing with difficult people.. I'm sooooo very proud of her.

news : me : I have another interview on Sunday morn for a Manager-type position.. the GM at the place I am/was transfering to referred me to look into it immediately [even before anyone else new about it] I interviewed with them back in Jan and they did remember me [in a positive, yay its you, manner].. so I'm sorta looking forward to it.. just flustered as I 'know' I'm making a change soon, I just don't know where to.. cross your fingers for me, this time plz!! =]

so, as for living.. I'm tired and frustrated.. I'm tired of needing to find new people, feeling desperate about it.. whenever I expect to do stuff, nothing happens.. and it works in reverse when I'm being a sod & all moody..
frustrated about money.. I'm sick of it.. it rules my life and everyone else.. I cannot climb or pull or push hard enough to get out of this... I'm so very pissed off and worried.. I"m passed knowing what to do.. but I know things will work out... they will.

I'm trying to actually write the pohem for : king of all the sad things : but ironically enough, its just not in me.. I've trashed several..

I also trashed a post I was writing and lost because my pc froze.. it was very meaningful and whatever.. but fuck if I have the strength to write it again right now..

Its not like anyone reads my ranting anymore anyhow.. I've been too inconsistant and unfriendly enough that no one should really bother.. haven't earned it.

I just wanted to be so many more things by now..
so many.. *shakes head*

I'm tired and should prolly sleep... I just want this numb feeling to go away.. it been around for too many months now.. and I just want things to start working.. I'm running out of steam here... *sigh*


my potential is eating me alive... I think I want to die kissing instead..

+so.lost.laine+
 

posted by: SheSpecies (reply)
post date: 09.03.04 (10:38 pm)

I'm enjoying your blog.


posted by: minou (reply)
post date: 09.04.04 (5:56 pm)

I love you my Goon


posted by: lyinghere (reply)
post date: 09.04.04 (9:46 pm)

Reply to: SheSpecies
thanks SS.. much appreciated..
keep trying to remain active, it keep ppl entertained..
cheers
+laine+


posted by: lyinghere (reply)
post date: 09.04.04 (9:46 pm)

Reply to: minou
love you too kitten
*hugs*


posted by: SoMe (reply)
post date: 10.10.04 (7:48 am)

I like the image of you with loved ones lying here with you.

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