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REQUIREDENTERTAINMENT
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.fiction.

: MirrorMask, anaisi boys, neverwhere, american gods, smoke and mirrors, anything sandman or death
. neil gaiman

:imagica, weave world, abarat
. clive barker

:someplace to be flying, the onion girl, forests of the heart, dreams underfoot
. charles de lint

:the ecstasy club
. douglass ruskoff

:lost souls?, drawing blood, wormwood, the lazaruz heart
. poppy z. brite

:neromancer, virtual light, idoru
. william gibson

:fight club
. chuck palahniuk

:the alchemist
. paul caleo

:the celestine prophecy, tenth insight
secret of shambalah, god & universe
. james redfield

:the peaceful warrior, sacred journey
. dan millman

:something from the nightside,
agents of light & darkness,
paths not taken, hex & the city
sharper than a serpents tooth
. simon r green

: angels & demons, da vinci code
. dan brown

:snow crash, cryptonomicon
. neal stephenson
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.non.fiction.
*the urban primitive.
*universe on a tshirt

*city magic~chris penziuk

*spirits of the city~r.heaven

*the age of spiritual machines: when computers exceed human intelligence~ray kurzweil

*secrets of shamanism.stevens
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.RPGs.
:Mage, Abberant
.WhiteWolf Publishing
:BESM d20
. Tri-stat System
:ADD [advanced dungeons & dragons 3rdEd]
.Wizards of the Coast
:Modern d20, Arcane; cyberpunk2.0; Tribe8; HKAT2 [HongKong ActionTheater]; FadingSuns.
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.poetry.
:collected works of
dylan thomas

:divne comedy
. dante aligherti

:the captain's verses
. pablo neruda

: coke machine glow
. gordon downey

:poe, tennyson,
shakespeare, blake, kerouac
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.music.
the.cure, wolfsheim, vnv.nation, wumpscut, das.ich, tool, a.perfect.circle, counting.crows, our.lady.peace, moist, nin, manson, graeme revell, econoline.crush, depeche.mode, david.bowie, covenant, cruxshadows, assemblage.23, linkin.park, rage.against. the.machine, cursive, mars.volta, mdfmk|kmfdm, orgy, placebo, u2, voltaire, white/rob.zombie, system.of.a.down, switchblade.symphony
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.comix.graphic.novels.

[Z?] jthm, Ifeelsick, fillerbunny, InvaderZim
.vasqez.

lenore, monsters in my tummy
.dirge.

gloom cookie, nitemares&fairytales
.valentino.

Dead.Line 1: Spiritus Sancti
.olajos.

The Witching Hour
. Loeb; Art: Bachalo, Thibert .

spawn, spiderman
.macfarlane.

death, sandman, books of magic
.gaiman.

maxx
.keith.

from hell, league of extraordinary gentlemen, watchmen
.moore.

Rising Stars
. J. Michael Straczynski .
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.fineart.
:cristo, wmjturner, klimt, pollock, man ray, kandinsky, ryden, rothko, degas, renoir.

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.to.give.
08.31.04 (12:25 am)   [edit]

.to.give.


I break everything
my hands shatter the willing
I talk too much
over lunch over theater
in mozart real time
over everyone in shades
I ruin everything with words and hurt
yet its all I have left in me to give


too hyper or lonely
I'm not really here anymore
too complex
the first male, the last man
cannot shut up my bristling words
my shining words
choppy and cynical


illusions are best kept unarmed
better left alone
but always the fool
the old piano theme
a paris love
romance not in me
just everything passing
looking for my mistake
my flaw, fault or error


cannot round out the gun in hand
the bad or bitter waste this is
tree or life
I'm wounded in my idleness
my ignorant being
my sleeping aberration


© BMc 2004

 


posted by: SoMe (reply)
post date: 09.12.04 (10:37 pm)

Soon youshall develop your own language and we shall all fail t understand even the simplest of mutterings. You write well. Excruciatingly self aware. I applaude the touch of responsibility to the larger picture in the warning you choose to preface this site with.

This is one of two adult rated blogs I find myself enjoying. My vision of you is priceless.... standing in front of the mirror talking to yourself with a straight face. How do you do it without cracking a smile? :)



posted by: lyinghere (reply)
post date: 09.16.04 (10:16 pm)

Reply to: SoMe
[ sorry bout the late reply; I'll bug you when I get a chance proper]

I'm flattered, if I ever come up with a language it hopefully will be a perceptive version of english, instead of the grunting and pop culture talk we all devolving into...

I'm not adult extreme here, but if I choose to have content that based on my mood.. then my warning prevents me from gettng into further trouble =]

I don't like mirrors much.. they don't show everything I want.. but thats a whole other rant..

as for the straight face.. well I've either lost my sense of humor.. or I know what it means to laugh sincerely..

thank you for the insightful post.. I usually just rant until someone takes notice...

cheers
+laine+



posted by: SoMe (reply)
post date: 09.17.04 (2:21 am)

Reply to: lyinghere
lol. Good. Well, I've taken notice and would love to read more. Mirrors do tell of so much. Personally, when I see something I do not like, I ask myself why I don't like it and the answer is odd... it has to do with how others view me, never about myself. When I see through my own eyes, I see nothing but beauty. Try wearing your own eyes next time you visit a mirror... it's enjoyable.



posted by: SoMe (reply)
post date: 10.10.04 (7:53 am)

Just felt like saying it again to you...
Good. Well, I've taken notice and would love to read more. Mirrors do tell of so much. Personally, when I see something I do not like, I ask myself why I don't like it and the answer is odd... it has to do with how others view me, never about myself. When I see through my own eyes, I see nothing but beauty. Try wearing your own eyes next time you visit a mirror... it's enjoyable.


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