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01.05.08 (8:37 am)   [edit]

[ words : chinese anthology of poetry ]
[ sound : the.mars.volta, bach ]

" at the nape of ruins ...
rust propellers await "
~c.bixler-zavala



We have Negative thoughts daily. Opinions of ourselves... of others. On so many levels in our daily lives we see conflict and horror; again a concern I have with media & education which is a different rant. However, we have to consider (or at least empathically consider) that there is war and famine and terror in the world.  That people are more often terrible to each other than Compassionate... at the end of the day, we all need to focus on Our lives, the actions we take and the Good we can do on a small level by just being a compassionate person. Society as a whole are stronger united together.

I've been lucky.. I think I was born with just enough neuro-chemical resistance that doesn't allow me to be additiced to things too easily.. unfortunately, I've been filled with a terrible sense of longing for things that are Not-fleeting.. and the universe is built on fleeting actions.

But it is the mind that causes this negative longing or negative thoughts.. its likes to make us believe our Egos are real, that if we think enough, we can find a solution to something we begin to obsess over.. negative thoughts about health, trust in relationships, issues at work, personal finances, all kinds of things that easiliy create 'scenarios' we need to fix..  but in north america we are really taught to be negative.. we get addicted to negative emotions, because they are familiar and 'friendly' to us.. the unknown is scary, and thats what we need to avoid; believing the unknown is scary and letting our negativity be an addiction.

I'm not saying don't be negative or have negative thoughts, just learn to accept them; and when they are discovered to be valid negative cognitions, DO something about it. Don't complain about it, don't ignore it, find an action you can take to make change about something you've found to be negative and valid that requires an action.

Ways of getting on track. A good thing personally to do however is focus on diet, as in eating properly.  Eating what you want, but healthier foods.. or less 'pre-paired' foods like fast-food or packaged mixes.. fresh meat and vegatables are better for our bodies obviously, we are not built to digest certain things, or a combination of things at one time ... So if we get our bodies are working properly, we can be certain to see if we are really missing certain neurochemical / proteins our bodies need to help us Mentally function well.

Action. How to take it?  Well I see all kinds of places and tools for speaking up and speaking out.. but still nothing seems to make 'my' personal alternatives clear.

I have the intellect, passion, angst, charisma, and drive to be a starting point for others..
but where do " I " start?

in consideration,
+lost.laine+

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