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REQUIREDENTERTAINMENT
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.fiction.

: MirrorMask, anaisi boys, neverwhere, american gods, smoke and mirrors, anything sandman or death
. neil gaiman

:imagica, weave world, abarat
. clive barker

:someplace to be flying, the onion girl, forests of the heart, dreams underfoot
. charles de lint

:the ecstasy club
. douglass ruskoff

:lost souls?, drawing blood, wormwood, the lazaruz heart
. poppy z. brite

:neromancer, virtual light, idoru
. william gibson

:fight club
. chuck palahniuk

:the alchemist
. paul caleo

:the celestine prophecy, tenth insight
secret of shambalah, god & universe
. james redfield

:the peaceful warrior, sacred journey
. dan millman

:something from the nightside,
agents of light & darkness,
paths not taken, hex & the city
sharper than a serpents tooth
. simon r green

: angels & demons, da vinci code
. dan brown

:snow crash, cryptonomicon
. neal stephenson
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.non.fiction.
*the urban primitive.
*universe on a tshirt

*city magic~chris penziuk

*spirits of the city~r.heaven

*the age of spiritual machines: when computers exceed human intelligence~ray kurzweil

*secrets of shamanism.stevens
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.RPGs.
:Mage, Abberant
.WhiteWolf Publishing
:BESM d20
. Tri-stat System
:ADD [advanced dungeons & dragons 3rdEd]
.Wizards of the Coast
:Modern d20, Arcane; cyberpunk2.0; Tribe8; HKAT2 [HongKong ActionTheater]; FadingSuns.
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.poetry.
:collected works of
dylan thomas

:divne comedy
. dante aligherti

:the captain's verses
. pablo neruda

: coke machine glow
. gordon downey

:poe, tennyson,
shakespeare, blake, kerouac
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.music.
the.cure, wolfsheim, vnv.nation, wumpscut, das.ich, tool, a.perfect.circle, counting.crows, our.lady.peace, moist, nin, manson, graeme revell, econoline.crush, depeche.mode, david.bowie, covenant, cruxshadows, assemblage.23, linkin.park, rage.against. the.machine, cursive, mars.volta, mdfmk|kmfdm, orgy, placebo, u2, voltaire, white/rob.zombie, system.of.a.down, switchblade.symphony
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.comix.graphic.novels.

[Z?] jthm, Ifeelsick, fillerbunny, InvaderZim
.vasqez.

lenore, monsters in my tummy
.dirge.

gloom cookie, nitemares&fairytales
.valentino.

Dead.Line 1: Spiritus Sancti
.olajos.

The Witching Hour
. Loeb; Art: Bachalo, Thibert .

spawn, spiderman
.macfarlane.

death, sandman, books of magic
.gaiman.

maxx
.keith.

from hell, league of extraordinary gentlemen, watchmen
.moore.

Rising Stars
. J. Michael Straczynski .
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.fineart.
:cristo, wmjturner, klimt, pollock, man ray, kandinsky, ryden, rothko, degas, renoir.

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20080525 New Corbae tracks
05.25.08 (7:03 pm)   [edit]
new Corbae Tracks Released on FB from
the pending 2008 : Eviscerate 
midway ( this life )
the gate
 
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.inoculant.
05.24.08 (2:43 am)   [edit]

[ .inoculant. ]

another shining day
ground into
my seething face
how sweet the roar
inoculant & studious
gripping forward
all hands compressed
against swelling breast & collar
all sounds escape
your precious perfect lips
and not a single syllable
nor searing sigh
are meant for me

© B McLean May 24, 2008
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new tracks : corbae
05.20.08 (7:25 pm)   [edit]
as promised...
new Corbae Tracks Released on FB from
the pending 2008 : Eviscerate 
grave peril
unconscionable notions
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.eviscerate.
05.19.08 (9:55 pm)   [edit]

[ words : spirit in the city ]
[ sound : new NIN!, mars (concert wed!) ]
[ ware : csx 3.0, cs2 ]

" and I'm nowhere near the place, you sent me here to breathe
but I'm drawing closer to the present,
and I'll find a space with no memories,
I've got a second chance to inhabit the living"
~c.bixler-zavala

Progress! started work with Cubase SX 3.0 ...

As a side result I've taken up my former dj name : corbae to continue musical score & dark trance work. it will give me more opportunity to experience and train on the new software I need to learn.

I'll have some tracks up and accessable soon.

hope everyone is enjoying the long weekend.
luv
+laine+
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.bad.nite.
05.11.08 (1:27 am)   [edit]

[ words : brain on music, spirit in the city]
[ sound : U2, mars, cure]

" don't you pretend .. that I'm not alive ..
my bones never ache .. unless she's nearby .. "
~c.bixler-zavala

Avoiding sleep again.. just don't want all the angry things in my head to find me.. only thing worse than being awake is trying to, but not sleeping.

tired of delays, tired of excuses, tired of failed promises, tired of planning, tired of settling, tired of waiting, tired of working for nothing, tired of feeling alone, tired of fighting, tired of standing down, tired of trying..

Off of suppliments again, I doubt that's my problem though.. they were mild and it wouldn't change the unsatisfying factors pressing on me right now.. physically, mentially, & spiritually unsatisfied right now.

Not really sure what to do with myself at this point..

+lost.laine+

 


Numb - The Cure - R.Smith

Yeah this is how it ends
After all these years
Tired of it all
Hopelessly helplessly broken apart
He finally falls

He doesn't want to think
Doesn't want to feel
Doesn't want to know what's going on
Says there's nothing he can do
will change anything
He doesn't want to know
what's going wrong

Because he's in love with a drug
One that makes him numb
One that stops him feeling at all
He's in love with a drug
Forget everyone
He really doesn't care anymore
Anymore...

 

Yeah this is how it ends
After all this time
Everything just fades away
Worn-out and empty and all alone
With nothing left to say

Oh it's all too big to make a difference
It's all too wrong to make it right
Yeah everything is too unfair
Everything too much to bear
He doesn't have the strength
left for the fight

Says all he wants is the drug
The one that makes him numb
The one that stops him feeling at all
He just wants to take the drug
Forget everyone

He doesn't want to care anymore
Just keeps loving the drug
The one that makes him numb
The one that stops him feeling at all
Just keeps loving the drug
The drug that he's become
He isn't really here anymore...

And that makes me cry

 
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