christopher.shy

so I'm poking around pheonix comics on my way home yesterday.. realized its been near to a year that I walked into a comic shop as well, but in this case I find a book thats been completly done by Shy.. its so pretty..

if you are not familar with his works check the Ronin out at

pelovish.com/ronin/ http://pelovish.com/ronin/" title="http://pelovish.com/ronin/" target="_blank"http://pelovish.com/ronin/

I first became obsessed with his realistic and fantasy landscapes from my geekdom with him doing the new set of covers for the mage traddie books.

[ .even.once.upon.a.breath. ]

in my saintly down
wound down against your needs
my hands not working
not in this light
nor in my head

out numbered now
even once upon a breath or two
my hands seem not to matter here
my every sea and skyscape
so lost and never painted

in my hero's wake
at their call and never knowing
all lost and gone
buried in their drunken righteousness
to muster just my anger
against my everyday conquests
and to be the yelling revolt once again
that they have never been

burning at these frayed edges
I find your lost and tumble friends
they make note of all your searing
your complexities that burn your beauty out
shining once near one
the pander of potientials
my star and staff now sit this out

here and tremble down
a shaking that just never would be
there is no solemn song
that shows our limits to our love
my needs burn hard
but never would be

broken only beside your winning days
a future that is always pending
fear and loathing now
taught from all my workings
my form sleek from unfit rest
here in this dying light
all mind potientals
of what it never could be

© BMcLean 15.5.05

*lick* thats one more lick towards the center of the revolution!

Oi! Its Dylan Thomas Day.. for no reason!!! NONE AT ALL! [so there =p" ]

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

when I drink I get far to whimsical for my own good... I wonder how minou puts up with me, but she's very good at it, I must admit..

anyways, as far as my grivence with the living and the quick goes.. this little bit from Thomas is very similar to how I feel about the shape and sounds of words..

In my scholarly studies as well, Enochian Ritual uses the suposed first language of the divine, angels and their heirachy were built not on spoken words, but of sounds that sung the choir to the one;

In other beliefs however, those I tend to side with and favor more so in my own little paradigm, is that the divine choir's music comes from the sounds created in nature.. because the heirarchy is so vast, they incorporate every sound made, from the cracking of bones, the clicking of keys, each grinding, burning, whirring sound an engine makes... all of this, just sound, are the choir working in tandum with the universe.

Brother Wind knows all things, for all forms of Communication pass through his body...

+ well this is Laine, signing off, naked and basking in the darkness of saturday morning livingrooms across the nation... +

Time for some global updates as I'm running dry this week... I think I'm sober.. I'm not sure, but its 8.30 am thats for sure... I miss painting, but I'm not allowed to drink and paint anymore.. sad excuse I know, but I get too worked up over little details.

Artists of the week..

For those that do not yet know the Spiritual Brilliance of Alex Grey, you should have a look at his works... alexgrey.com/ [link]/

Extreme Artist? Can you say Jean Francois?
My co-worker just got to work a secret benefit event that involved much fun, high lighting this strange and fun painter... hardcore flamboyant, he is very physical with his works.. there is a vid you can watch on his site as well...  jeanfrancois.com/index.html [link]

well.. started my back yard today..
realized there is a hell of a lot of work to do..

I don't think anything has been done in years out there..
scary. I'm the gardening type, but I'd like it cleaned up to actually have company come and use it..
we have space now.. its creepy..

camping seating for awhile.. but we shall make do.

I bought a rake and screw driver yesterday..
I think i"m all grown up..
that scares me.

oh well.. learning circle today.. need to hit the op-co...

off to it kiddies

+drty.wrk.laine+

omg.. I just worked 30hrs..

I think I'm trying to kill myself..

someone needs to syphon money to  me, so I'm not doing this so much..

+gah.laine+