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REQUIREDENTERTAINMENT
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.fiction.

: MirrorMask, anaisi boys, neverwhere, american gods, smoke and mirrors, anything sandman or death
. neil gaiman

:imagica, weave world, abarat
. clive barker

:someplace to be flying, the onion girl, forests of the heart, dreams underfoot
. charles de lint

:the ecstasy club
. douglass ruskoff

:lost souls?, drawing blood, wormwood, the lazaruz heart
. poppy z. brite

:neromancer, virtual light, idoru
. william gibson

:fight club
. chuck palahniuk

:the alchemist
. paul caleo

:the celestine prophecy, tenth insight
secret of shambalah, god & universe
. james redfield

:the peaceful warrior, sacred journey
. dan millman

:something from the nightside,
agents of light & darkness,
paths not taken, hex & the city
sharper than a serpents tooth
. simon r green

: angels & demons, da vinci code
. dan brown

:snow crash, cryptonomicon
. neal stephenson
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.non.fiction.
*the urban primitive.
*universe on a tshirt

*city magic~chris penziuk

*spirits of the city~r.heaven

*the age of spiritual machines: when computers exceed human intelligence~ray kurzweil

*secrets of shamanism.stevens
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.RPGs.
:Mage, Abberant
.WhiteWolf Publishing
:BESM d20
. Tri-stat System
:ADD [advanced dungeons & dragons 3rdEd]
.Wizards of the Coast
:Modern d20, Arcane; cyberpunk2.0; Tribe8; HKAT2 [HongKong ActionTheater]; FadingSuns.
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.poetry.
:collected works of
dylan thomas

:divne comedy
. dante aligherti

:the captain's verses
. pablo neruda

: coke machine glow
. gordon downey

:poe, tennyson,
shakespeare, blake, kerouac
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.music.
the.cure, wolfsheim, vnv.nation, wumpscut, das.ich, tool, a.perfect.circle, counting.crows, our.lady.peace, moist, nin, manson, graeme revell, econoline.crush, depeche.mode, david.bowie, covenant, cruxshadows, assemblage.23, linkin.park, rage.against. the.machine, cursive, mars.volta, mdfmk|kmfdm, orgy, placebo, u2, voltaire, white/rob.zombie, system.of.a.down, switchblade.symphony
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.comix.graphic.novels.

[Z?] jthm, Ifeelsick, fillerbunny, InvaderZim
.vasqez.

lenore, monsters in my tummy
.dirge.

gloom cookie, nitemares&fairytales
.valentino.

Dead.Line 1: Spiritus Sancti
.olajos.

The Witching Hour
. Loeb; Art: Bachalo, Thibert .

spawn, spiderman
.macfarlane.

death, sandman, books of magic
.gaiman.

maxx
.keith.

from hell, league of extraordinary gentlemen, watchmen
.moore.

Rising Stars
. J. Michael Straczynski .
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.fineart.
:cristo, wmjturner, klimt, pollock, man ray, kandinsky, ryden, rothko, degas, renoir.

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.shadowmancer.
04.30.04 (1:16 am)   [edit]
from: snuck
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[ music | nobodies.mm ]

I had something usefull to rant about, but I've forgotten it...

I tend to have useless radom thoughts during the day.. think I'm a bit odd, but today I was pondering the mass of matter and the accumulated atoms... then I was wondering, what is the reflective core of an atom? if the atom is a small container for the energy of matter, then is not the refelction an expansive endless void? a friend said it was anti-matter.. but thats not quite what I meant; the point was the 'concept' of an atom and its 'reflection'...

oh, remembered something I was going to mention... started planning a major convention-event for my publisher at ICC in Raleigh NC.. [those that know about the Cam, forgive me, this is the short version] I am now the Mage Venue Lead for it, along side my usual Anst Duties... so I'm budgeting, scheduling, staffing, and completing all of the Story Arcs and Plots for our Chronicle [which has been running for 4 years give or take]... the main benefit to all this, is that I get to End the World... downside, I may not beable to actually get there...

Regardless, I'm going by the subverted title of ...iccSHADOWMANCER... as I'll be running the show from the background...

gonna run..
+laine+

[LINE]
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.oracle.says.
04.27.04 (9:39 pm)   [edit]
Ask me 3 questions -- no more, no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal,
copy and paste this... or not, if you don't want to.
I'll post the best questions, complete with
totally honest answers in my next blog.

cheers
+laine+


.p.s.
[i]"I really just want you for your intellect.
ya, and if you believe that, then have I
ever got a chair to bend you over"[/i]
.w.luv.from.laine.
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.phucking.
04.24.04 (10:31 am)   [edit]

[mood | feral ]
[music | in.your.room depeche.mode. ]

You really haven't had a good fuck unless you've been blinded in one eye and cannot walk.. a perferred type of paralysis for me.. but also there's that point where you've earned permanent scarring or your are indefinately maimed...

Inversely, I was pondering : "if mental aptitude is relavent to your sexuality.. then there is an obscene ammount of kiddie.orn out there.. "

Really now.. I know lots of adults act childish, but the ammount of fucking immature bois and grrls I have encountered since I've moved [ignoring those I've left behind] has to have reached its maxium level of retardation... I don't honestly believe I can find anymore levels of fourth.grade mentality...

regardless, thats my rant for today...

don't forget that mastrubation is at least sex with someone you love... if gene.can.love.jezabel. than you hand can at least love you..

cheers to the madness
+laine+
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.ugly.
04.22.04 (7:50 pm)   [edit]



I can look ugly without changing my appearance. Its like that Wittgenstein Quote, "Imagine this Butterfly exactly as it is, but ugly instead of beautiful."


~.the.age.of.spiritual.machines. by ray kurzweil


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.this.crow.
04.13.04 (5:32 pm)   [edit]


I am this crow...
this mistridge
this misguided lair..
love me hold me
struggle against me
breathe your vapours
breathe my down
I am this crow...
you are my misenthropy

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.eon2.
04.12.04 (11:24 pm)   [edit]
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.eons.
04.11.04 (1:13 am)   [edit]
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.rape.and.realign.
04.10.04 (10:48 am)   [edit]
[ music | thislove/hardertobreathe .maroon5. ]
[i]"How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I'm walking on"[/i]

[line]

Well as usual I'm busy as sin.. the universe has decided I have far to many things to accomplish in a short period of time.. so satisfaction seems rather souless of late...

I'd sell my soul, but two things mostly prevent that :

i] I don't believe there are malicious deities that actually have the power to offer such things and to actually 'get what you want'.. they will fuck you for your desires and twist it against you... so I'm not interested in corrupt offerings... I won't enjoy it in the long run...

ii] I think I'd rather bust my ass and benefit from it in the long run... the pay off is far greater and the universe won't spit on me for it, no matter how it feels like right now... just so you know "there is no easy way out"

discovering that a few people think that karma works for you when you just take things for yourself... I recognize pay back is due at some point.. but karma doesn't hand it out to you because you just stand up and 'make' it give it to you...

I don' t mean you should lie on your ass waiting for the universe to turn and get back to you what you are owed [I'm nutorious for that, due to my ineffable patience] but
forcing or taking things doesn't give you want you want...

When you gain Power, you take it away from someone else and it creates further imbalance in the universe... When you recieve Luck, you are only borrowing that Power for a brief time... and it can be passed on to the next person that needs it...


I've been doing a lot of weird and great stuff lately =]

I've been learning photoshop stuff better as you can see by some icons and the new panels I'm adding in..

Also writting content is going to be a big thing for me.. can make more money with the skills I have, than trying to work for someone else.. looking forward to finally having a 'career' and using my brain and imagination finally...

hope you are all well..
chees
+laine+
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test
04.09.04 (6:53 pm)   [edit]
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.watching.the.detectives.
04.01.04 (6:18 pm)   [edit]
for those that get the e.costello reference...
good for you, you're probably old like I feel...
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On with the point..

I've been informed I'm being watched...

Yay me!

Fucking cowards.. get a real life...

Its one thing for those that are actually inclined to comment and check in on me because you give a fuck..

[as you see my comment load is small.. ya, I know I haven't been posting as frequently.. between life, work, new business, and cam.. I'm a tad distracted & like everyone else, I do what I can.. doesn' t mean I don't love the few of you that are around.. they are? well, I'll tell you if you ask me.. otherwise grow up and fuck off...]

So its one thing to care.. but then.. its another thing to stalk some one out of the need of self-depravity... to gain 'insider' gossip..

Word to the wise kidz.. I have no 'insider' info.. I also litter my blog with the occasional bullshit to see what gets back to me..

congrats. it does...

btw some of my listeners wouldn't know class if it jumped up and bitch slapped you...

oh, I forgot... ya.. "I" coined the term WhoreBag...

then there are the others that watch me because they need info on other people that keep my company...

if you haven't guessed already.. I don't talk about anybody but me, the things that I give a fuck about, minou, and stupidly retarded people... [guess what this means as you're reading it and are now insulted...]

to those with the iq to comprehend all this ..
.. I love you ..

to those that have to ask if you're one of the people I'm talking about...

well.. you can either have the balls to ask me..
or assume the former...

So to all those sad creatures out there that must read my blog in order to fill up the empty shells you have become.. [ I speak to those that twist words and make up lies to feel better about themselves... ]

... Go outside & play hide and go fuck yourself ...

... & leave me and mine the FUCK ALONE.

have a good day..

signed,
with skull-fucking love,
+laine+
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.quiet.is.good.too.
04.01.04 (5:34 pm)   [edit]
for those that are not familiar with the comic Dilbert...
you should be... http://comics.com

Scott Adams is quite brillant.. but the snippits he discovers on a daily basis are hilliarious:

[LINE]

BEETSVILLE, OH – After a tragic communication mixup, Flossie Mongo devoured her husband of 30 years, Lester. "I asked my doctor if I should get on that Atkins diet and lose weight by eating meat. He just got all serious-like and said -- and I'm quoting now -- ‘Just eat Les.' At least that's what I thought he said. Now he claims there was a silent s on the end of Les." Mrs. Mongo explained that her husband had been riding her hard to follow whatever orders the doctor gave her for losing weight. "He was a real hard ass. I mean literally, I could hardly chew threw it." After a net gain of nearly 150 pounds in one day, Mrs. Mongo admits her other big mistake: "I should have spaced it out. That was way too much for one meal. But I worked up quite an appetite with all the stabbing and sawing. You have no idea." She adds, wistfully, "I'll miss him, but quiet is good too."

[LINE]
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